~*`.Winter Moon.`*~

I was playing Final Fantasy 8. I was at the deep sea research center, I had just got the GF Bahamut and I went down to the bottom to level up, fight Behemoths and Red Dragons. I also got a whole bunch of stuff like star fragments for the characters weapons. I was getting ready to fight Ultima Weapon and draw Eden. Well I didn't save when I was leveling everyone up cause it's such a pain to have to go all the way back up. So I fought the Ultima Weapon and I was so happy cuz I started out the Battle wrong and I almost lost ,but I finally got eden and won the battle. So I was heading back up to save when the lights when out and my T.V turned off D: I started crying right then and there. I spent like 4 or more hours getting all the items and things and fighting the darn thing. It was all gone in a few seconds I was so close to the darn save point too T_T I didn't play that game for a week or two I was that discouraged.

T.T Ugh proficiency exams are next week. I still have not passed my math proficiency. They didn't let me take the writing one cause I was missing half a credit so I was still considered a 10th grader D: I can't wait till testing week is over and hopefully I can pass my math.

In other stuff I'm almost done with Tomb Raider: Legend :D Dissidia is coming out soon for the psp so I'll have another game for it. -_- I'm not really done with Final Fantasy II yet (damn you dungeons) and OMG I'm such a geek. Today I brought FF7:advent children to anime club and we took a picture for the yearbook I hope I didn't come out too horrible. I'm thinking of starting to add pictures to my lj to make it more interesting. ^_^ especially of my dogs and my bird buddy. This morning when I was walking to school I could still see the moon clearly it was so big and beautiful. The sun hadn't come up yet but there was light and against the blue mountains I wish I could have run back to get my camera and take a picture of it :( St. Patrick's day is on tuesday sadly we wont get to enjoy it cause of stupid exams.
well that is all for now bye bye ^_^

I was listening to this song and remembered that, Well a long time ago I romanized amai yoru by sound schedule cause I couldn't find the romanized lyrics anywhere. It took me about 2 weeks or more (I just remembered it was a long time) cause I only know how to read hiragana and katakana so the kanjis I had to look up on romanize em correctly. so I decided to post this up cause I still can't find the romaji lyrics anywhere umm I'm sure it has tons of mistakes on where the letters part but since I can't tell (cause in japanese usually words are all together ) here it is I can still sing along to the song, don't know if anybody else can? LOL well hope either somebody fixes it or I stop being lazy and fix it. Also at least gives me partial credit if you ever decide to use it on a website. T.T took weeks man.
The song is so cute from what I can understand the video is really nice too, I like this band they are awesome.
here is the video:


甘い夜(sweet night)

bokura wa amai yoru wo Koe Sore wo koito yobi au
僕らは甘い夜を声それを恋と呼び合う
itsuburi darou konna kimochi wasure kakete ita yona
いつぶリだろうこんな気持ち忘れかけていたよな
kimi no chiisana te no hira wo terenagara nigiritteru
君の小さな手のひらを照れながら握ってる
soshite mata hitotsu hitotsu kiete yuku machi akari
そしてまたひとつひとつ消えてゆく街灯り
futari dake no tame ni aru sekai ni naru
二人だけのためにある 世界になる
meguri aiete subete ni imi ga ari
巡リ逢えたすべてに意味があリ
kako ni seoutta kizumo mudajanaiyo
過去に背負った傷も無駄じゃないよ
ima kimi ga me nomae ni iru dakede nanimo kamoga houware teiku
今 君が目の前にいるだけで 何もかもが報われていく
tere waraui nagara bokura tsumiageru koigokoru
照れ笑いながら 僕ら 積み上げる 恋心
toritomenonaihanashide tashikame au youni
とりとめのない話で 確かめ合うように
megururiaiete kimi to no shinario ni omoi ga afuresoude
巡り逢えた君とのシナリオに 想いがあふれそうで
doushiyoumonaiyo hito wo sukininaru
どうしようもないよ 人を好きになる
riaru na kimochi nanimokamo omoi dashiteku
リアルな気持ち 何もかも思い出してく
kikanaku moyou no ishidan noue sugoshifuzeketemiseru
幾何学模様の石段の上 少しふざけてみせる
kimi no auto oinagara matayoru ga fukeru
君のあと追いながら また夜が更ける
meguriaiete subete ni imigaari
巡り逢えたすべてに意味があり
kakoniseouutakizumo mudajanaiyo
過去に背負った傷も無駄じゃないよ
ima kimi to mukaeru asayake ni wa nanika ga hajimaru
今 君と迎える朝焼けには 何かが始まる
yokan to mada kimi wo shiritai kimochi
予感とまだ君を知りたい気持ち
bokura wa amai yoru wo koe sore wo koito yobi au
僕らは甘い夜を声それを恋と呼び合う

My friends and me want to go walk around the strip and hang out.
My friend Mando is dressing punk again and my friend kagami_oni too. While me I want to walk around in a lolita dress maybe goth loli I'm going to try to make one.My grandma taught me how to sow a bit. SO I am hoping with the help of all my friends I can make a corset a loli dress and I already got the accessories and the hair style and the little hat. I don't want it to come out like cosplay loli cause those are ugly. I like stuff with detail so hopefully making my own will give me the freedom to make it like I envisioned it. When I am done designing it I shall post it up on Deviant art and post link here ^_^ I am drawing it first of course. hopefully I can find some gold necklace chains to use for decoration. I must get started on it or I'll never get done. I also have to help my other friend Rei get Visual Kei stuff. Marc ish spiking his hair up. Yup it'll be interesting. Wish me luck ^^;

Tomorrow is New Years Eve here I always say this but I still can't believe it's over already this whole year was mostly awesome it was a good year with some sadness at the beginning cause my grandpa passed away. Also we moved from our Apt to my aunts house. This year we didn't put up a Christmas tree cause they painted my aunts house,But it was still good cause we got to go shopping and spend it with family :D There were good experiences this year I went to see Tokio Hotel live and then the day after meet them in person and get their autograph :3 even thou I drop the CD right in front of them and was really embarrassed I got over it :D I also bough Amano-sama's last single as Tsukiko Amano D: I didn't buy Zero thou... Still really have not listened to it all. I'll hopefully have enough to buy it someday along with all the other albums I'm missing... So yeah I think I'm going to save up my money to buy Dissidia when it comes out in the US if I save up enough I might be able to buy something extra :D Also I'm looking forward to Amano Tsuki's new website ^_^
maybe she'll do more stuff as Amano Tsuki ^^ I wish I lived in Japan so I could just buy CD's without having to worry about S&H T.T
Well Great year I think I might buy stuff on ebay or livejournal more often cause *whispers* It's much cheaper :D *end of whisper* I am cheap ^_^ or am I >.> <.< ? I hope to become a better artist and I hope our art shop goes well. Well Happy almost New Year everybody! ^.^

This is weird...
I just recently rediscovered a singer who I had found about a long time ago May 23 to be exact(I was reading her blog that day).LOL I was browsing the list of artist in the sony music japan label and Becca caught my eye I was thinking to myself "that doesn't sound Japanese" so I click on it and found out that it was an american singer who recently debuted in Japan with her single "Perfect me". I listened to it and I loved it cause she has a really powerful/strong voice. So I went to see if I could find the full video ,cause I had only seen a clip of it on her official website, I tried to find her full video and nothing. Thou I did find a cute video of her shopping at a 100¥ store. Now You are going to ask me WHY am I writing about this? I don't know ,but I think it's cause I'm a little annoyed that just cause her song "I'm Alive" was featured in a famous anime Kuroshitsuji everybody is comparing her to avril lavigne and flyleaf and other things. It's just annoying that a Great singer is only considered good cause they do a song for an anime. (well thats how it looks like it to me) Well I don't know what that was about,but yeah I just wish her the best and all. At first I thought she was from California cause she said she is a singer/songwriter from Los Angeles but no she is from portland,Oregon. It's easier to find her now online cause of the Kuroshitsuji thing well at least some good came out of it :D
I'm thinking of buying her single "Perfect me" or her "Alive" album with my Christmas money. I don't know I'll probably get yelled at again for buying music T.T I still want more Amano CD's . I wish my mom would let me get a job.

It was amazing yesterday It started Snowing in VEGAS!!!!
It's been a long time since it last snowed I was maybe 7 or 8 when it last snowed here.We even got a snow day out of it :D No school :3 Sadly all the snow has melted by now ,well most of it. I was sad cause I didn't get to see my friends today but I'll see em tomorrow so I guess thats ok =3 I joined the Anime Club at school they just started it this year. I wish they would have started it sooner. I'm not good at planning that is why I didn't start it. Now I really feel Nerdy but I'm glad I'm not as crazy as some of the people I saw and met at the animeVegas08 this summer ^^; . We are almost going to open the Art Shop we have been working on/Procrastinating all year on gaiaonline.com art for gold please :D
I have not been writing anything cause we Just moved to my aunts house so barely last week is when we got our internet back.T.T I'm so sad cause I can't buy any CD's right now. I wish my mom would let me get a job. I really wish I could have bought Omohide 2 but I don't have $160 T.T maybe when I'm older someday Yahoo auctions will be selling it for more >.< and I will buy it :D

still can't believe it snowed yesterday :o I still see the snow melting off the neighbors roof. I want it to keep raining :D

I am so happy I got my internet back. I know this is not an excuse but.... I AM A TEENAGE GIRL AND I NEEDS MY INTERNET!!!! :D ok I'm done. I can finish my science report too ^_^ I luv u internet :3 I found out Leah Dizon is pregnant and married. :D I am so happy for her and I wish her the best.
I'm going to start drawing a picture for Amano-sama cause VO forums is doing a fanbook for her to give it to her at her last live R.T.Z. I want to draw the best drawing ever. I just need to get an inking pen. I can't believe it 2008 has been a big year and it'll end in just a few months. I hope we get to go to the graveyard to play tag and tell scary stories. Of course we shall bring flowers as to not upset the dead people ... hopefully nice dead people. Hopefully I get candy too. But I am not sure if we are going to go play graveyard tag. We'll figure out something else to do if we don't go. This year has been so awesome. Even thou there has been an equal amount of sadness and happiness balanced out in my life this year. I think I am a happy person.
I think that didn't make sense but whatever. I can't wait till XMAS cause my grandma is going to be here so most of the family is going to be together.
Well thats all for right now BYE BYE. :D

Today was my sisters B-day and it was good and all. I just don't like my family they always treat me like i'm weird just cause I have different taste in music and in other things. I am also treated like I'm a stupid monkey and I can't do anything right. Damn it I hate it when they do that. I can't wait till I move away from this dump. I don't like Vegas.

こんばんはみんなさま！どうしてる？つかれた？元気をだして！
Good Evening Everyone! How is everything? Tired? Cheer up!

Sorry I am trying to practice my Japanese as much as I can ^^;;
I wish I had someone to practice with.

Today Ren's kagami_oni mom made extra soup and came and left us some. I couldn't remember if I had it before but when I tasted it , It tasted Delicious, I remembered that I did have it before and I remembered my aunt made it in a big big pot for some party I can't remember. But point is it was DELICIOUS and I thank Ren-sama's mom :D Today we didn't have anything to eat. We were worried we weren't going to eat anything. Then My aunt and Ren's mom brought us food and we ate happily :D Thank god we have such good friends and family. Me and Ren have a livejournal and we are starting to post in it more :D so we have decided to recruit friends to get a live journal so we can see how each others days are going and comment on them ^_^ I think it would be really fun. In other stuff that I did today, today I looked at a lot of icons :3 people are so creative ^_^ I wish I had photoshop so I could make icons. I really need to change my journal layout.I don't know how to add one that other people have made. I wish I knew how to do that. If anyone out there knows Japanese and wants to help me with Japanese Please and thank you ^__^ I love soup=3

Today I fell asleep after I came from school and my aunts house.
So now everything hurts cause I fell asleep ^^;; on the couch.
I keep remembering memories from my childhood I don't know why I just remember them out of nowhere and I ask my mom and she remembers too. I just feel it's weird and I have been having a whole bunch of deja vu. Maybe it is Nostalgia triggered just by scents or other stuff, thou it's really weird cause I remember so much and I ask other people what they remember about when they were little and some of them don't remember that much. I like some of these memories so I think I might write em down or something before I forget em. I think I kind of am homesick I've been wanting to visit El Salvador for a long time but I know my mom is the only one that works so I understand why we can't go.
That just makes me even more mad at my dad ,cause he has never been there for us. I wish I didn't remember the bad memories too but I am glad I do cause then the good memories wouldn't be that special :D

I wish it was autumn here already >.< over here it's so Hot. *sarcasm* Oh yeah lets build a city in the middle of the desert great Idea *end of sarcasm* I can't wait till it gets cold here :D
I think the only reason I notice that it is autumn here is cause of all the Halloween candy starts going on sale and some of the trees wilt. Thou the weather doesn't get cold until maybe a little bit more into October. Oh and Amano-sama is selling her last Omoide 2 DVD 2000 limited to Otokura store and I can't buy one cause 1. I don't have money 2. no dinero 3. Cause no one will lend me money and 4. cause it is about $150 >.< I am dieing inside :( I know this is bad but I wish when someone gets it to rip a copy of it for me :D but that is unlikely to happen since I never ripped my Howling PV for anybody :( oh well ....

I hope I can buy Amano Tsukiko's ZERO CD soon. It just makes me so sad that this is her last album as Amano Tsukiko :(
whenever I listen to Zero no Chouritsu I cry a bit :( I hope she still continues to sing ,if not on A lunch ,in another creative name. I know she is kind of not going to be singing for a while probably , I just hope she doesn't stop singing in forever. I have to go to one of her LIVES I want to go to Japan already. :(

Yesterday me and my friends went to the Tokio Hotel Signing at Hot Topic. It was awesome it was so dream like I was so happy that when I hit my head that it was real. :D Me Rei and Ren made a poster for them Ren Drew em Chibi :3 So CUTE ,and me and Rei helped color them and then we each drew ourselves Chibi in the corner. Ren Made a heart around them and I wrote at the top WE (HEART) LOVE and then the heart with Chibi Tokio Hotel. We finished it in line. :D Even thou we finished it in line we were pretty proud of it cause we got it done it came out looking good. When we finally got up there to get our CD signed I gave it to Bill and he was going to sign it but I said "No it's for you we hope you like it"
He said "Thank you" and Tom saw it and grinned :D I was so HAPPY and Ren and Rei were too. but something embarrassing happened when Gustav gave me the CD my hands were so shaky that I dropped the CD but Thank GOD I didn't damage it ^_^ I apologized and went with Elsy ,my sister, to wait for Ren and Rei. I couldn't believe I met after waiting for what seemed so long not in line but I think I found about em last year in February or whenever that Jabra.com thing went on. I just I still can't believe it if it wasn't for signed Shirt and CD , and the Towel that we got at the concert that Bill threw into the crowd, I could Swear that I dreamed it all.

EDIT: I found the website :D Jabra Best band in the world See Tokio Hotel is #1 LOL when I found out about them I started voting for them also ^_^

Yesterday me and my friends went to the Tokio Hotel concert which was awesome!!! I've been waiting for a long time for them to come here ever since I found out about them a long time ago. I think it was Jabra.com or something like that , but a long time ago I was voting for Some bands on that site for Best band in the world and Tokio Hotel was at #1 and I was curious about why they were #1. It didn't take long for me to find out why I just listened to Durch den monsun and I was won over. Ever since then I have loved them. So it was a dream come true to go to their concert yesterday :D especially when I got a piece of his towel ^_^ which my friends helped me get :) Thank you to the nice people that shared it at the Starbucks after the show. The show was amazing the place was crowded and I stood standing for what felt like eternity then the curtain dropped and everyone started cheering and screaming. I can't remember their first song because it felt like a dream. I started out at the back of the floor and somehow I got pushed and shoved enough to get to almost the front. Bill sings awesome live ^_^ like an angel ~ ^.^ ~ I am kind of sad to say that I know their German songs better than their english songs I know only half of the songs on their english album. I love Schrei and Scream but I kind of like their german songs a bit better maybe cause I've listened to them more ^^;;;
So I was so happy when their last song was Durch den monsun
I think I sang so loud you could hear me trough the screams I was happy when Bill smiled when he saw that some of us knew the lyrics in German too :D well that is all I must go meet em at Hot Topic today so I'm getting ready right now bye ^.~

I can't wait till friday I think that is when I get my CD's and I am going to a Tokio Hotel Concert :D I am so excited I can't wait.
I get my schedule for my classes I think on Friday too so it's a big day :) My Leah Dizon Love Paradox CD came :D I was so happy
I can't wait till my Vanilla and ZERO no Chouritsu CD's come and I'm pretty sure Leah Dizon's Communication!!!! album is going to be shipped soon with my MISTY CD from A LUNCH ^_^ and maybe later my Tsuki CD+DVD from Amano Tsukiko will come :D I know I ordered too much CD's T.T but I can't help it they are great artist and I love to support them ^_^ now I am broke :( ^^;; the only bad thing about that is that I'm probably going to get the ZERO album from Amano-sama later :( I do feel bad about that I didn't think about spending my money.I finished Stephenie Meyer's Breaking Dawn a long time ago I was kind of disappointed :( but her book The Host is awesome and made up for all of it :D it made me cry so much >.> <.< I don't even know why? I went to the midnight release party and met up with one of my friends Cassandra and her cousin :D I had tons of fun. Cause Cassandra is crazier than me we even saw an exclusive clip for the movie Twilight :D but we couldn't hear over everyone >.< but we had fun grabbing books and reading them and running away from some creepy books that I think I went blind in one eye x.O I was so nervous when the guy was asking for my Borders card to get discount on the books I bought (The Host,Dictionary of Dreams,and of Course Breaking Dawn) I handed him the money instead ^_^'';;; I sadly didn't have enough money for a calendar
Oh well, I was missing one dollar >.<# My cousin came to pick us up late cause he got stuck in traffic and my mom was like I'll pay for a hotel for the night ( we were really far away from home) and I will go to work on the bus ( she had to go to work that morning >.< poor my mom I love her) ^^;; then a nice Security guard lend us his cellphone and we were able to call Manuel. Cause we thought he had fallen asleep or something. Other than that it was an awesome night and I was eternally grateful to Manuel and my Mom :D I'm just sad I didn't get to say good-bye to Cassandra.
(she is not going to my school anymore)

Well Monday starts my last week of summer Vacation , I can't believe we are almost going back to school. September 3rd is when Amano Tsukiko's last album comes out :( I have not had a chance to pre-order it cause I spent all my money on other cd's :( now I don't have any money for the anime vegas convention or to buy at least a shirt at the Tokio Hotel Concert next week.
It makes me happy I'm going to the concert next week. I hate being in this house Elsy is always making fun of me,hitting me,or bossing me around. I love my sisters but sometimes I want to punch her face.Well at least I got my cd's to look forward to
Leah Dizon's 2nd album Communications (cd+dvd),Vanilla (regular edition First press) ,Misty by A Lunch ,and Zero no Chouritsu ^_^ Amano's last single :( as Tsukiko. I am happy I could support her until the end :) Not many people like Leah Dizon for her music talent,just cause she is pretty :( it's kind of sad cause I think she can sing good and her songs make me happy :D yeah she gots some really SEXY photos out there but I think that music shows more of your true self ,and "softly" and "again and again" always make me happy even thou the song are a little bit sad, but they fit who I am too. Well I guess that is all for right now. Bye Bye. :D

Well I got new School pants YAY! <.< (I've been going with only one pant T.T) and I got a shirt ... for school. Better than nothing ^^ I guess.I have MISTY in my list for stuff to buy next and Tokio Hotel. I'm so glad I didn't buy their scream album last year when I found out about them accidentally. Cause T.T Imports are expensive,I'm just sad I never got to see em in Concert. COME TO VEGAS TOKIO HOTEL! T.T I only got their Schrei cd which is awesome but I still want the Scream album from best buy to get the DVD. I just found out Leah Dizon was near here T.T she took pics at El Dorado High school (it's very near where I live) for her Hello Leah! Photobook I really like her music ^_^ she does a lot of pop but the different styles and it's really awesome.I bought her Destiny Line album and I was not disappointed by it. I Love every song on there and the DVD is Just Great she is really Pretty ^_^ and she is from Vegas ^.^ >.> <.< I can stalk her ... LOL ^_^ I'm Kidding ... or am I O.o LOL ^_^ (I wish I could stalk Amano-sama)
Well Yeah wow I wanted to write this to say I can't find anywhere the MISTY lyrics for A Lunch >.> I don't care if they in Japanese I can romanize better now that I know some Kanji and I can read Katakana and Hiragana. >.> so if anyone stumbles on to this page and has the MISTY lyrics Please send em to me or something :D PLEASE and Thank you ^_^ T.T I've been trying to get em I won't probably buy the album until the middle of next month T.T so just for right now I wants to know the lyrics. Thank you ^_^

Today the lights at school went out and in some other places too ^_^ so they sent us home early from school we got out like at 9:30am that is the earliest I have ever got out from school :D
So yeah I went to my friends house.My mom got sent back from work to. When I came home I was going to tell her about the kitty's that we fed today at Rei Rei-chan's house.T.T I spent me $5
on Fancy Feast Kitty Food ,but I was just happy ^_^ the kitty's started eating.(They were really skinny :( I think their mom abandoned them or something) I named one ,They are both Girls I named Minna and Ren-sama named Moose =D we gave them milk and food (thou I hope it was alright they looked old enough to eat kitty food) I'm going to try to get the number to a shelter that doesn't Kill Pets.I know there is one near by cause that is where my neighbors got their doggy.I'll ask for the number later so I can give it to Rei Rei-chan or I'll ask my cousin to help me take em there so they can get fed cleaned up and adopted ^_^ I think if I can I want to volunteer for stuff like that I love animals :D but I don't want to really be a vet >.> T.T I probably will miss Minna and Moose T.T they are so cute.I'm also mad at my mom cause I was going to tell her about the kitty's but she stopped me before I said the rest and she is like No no cats >:O and I wasn't asking to keep the cats (cause I have a Canary named Buddy and a Fish named Plue) and it just gets me mad that she never listens to me anymore she just always assumes what I'm going to say and shuts me up before I'm done talking ;_;
well yeah that was my day kind of boring yet kind of exciting,cause not every day we get sent home early,thou wish I had done something more exciting I don't know ....

I made an Amano Tsukiko Mood Theme set thingy >.> I don't think it looks that awesome but it looks decent I spent lots of time on it So I'm Proud of them ^_^ I'm tired -_- but Koi by Amano Tsukiko gots me going. We are dog sitting my cousins dog Max,he has been staying here for 5 days I think,long story why,and him plus my dog equal the whiniest orchestra ever the loudest too.They are both Basset Hounds and Max is Jayden's(our new Puppy) dad.>.> I just noticed only when I have something Amano related to say I write in lj mostly ^^;;; sorry >.> doubt anyone reads thou.I wish I could write more ^_^ even if it's just a daily short entry I wish I could add pics ,I wish I had a digital camera and a DS and my wish list just seems to get bigger >.> I added stop global warming in there LOL ^_^ I got Leah Dizon's Debut album Destiny Line.She is really Pretty,Some people don't like her but I think they are just just jealous of her LOL :D the album is awesome I love all the songs and the DVD interview I could understand because it's in english most of it ^_^ So yeah I got to go ^_^ maybe I'll write more about something else later and I'll try to make my lj pretty but I can't find an Amano-sama layout T.T but I'll keep tryin' moo bye bye ^_^